underworld's love

sometimes i feel like living in underworld...Im a human that's alive but my heart is dead... sometimes i look out the window,and i wondering...why am i here? controlled by someone i love... does it worth? hmm.... Every morning when i wokeup,i pray to the sun that not to argue with you today..everything will be fine....   So i smile..I took a deep breath and started to call u..................................................... Tears rooling down on my check.... its not like how i want it to be. Its raining now...so i once again pray to the rain.. hope everything will be fine........